Enjoy being a normal person

 I had been the kind of person who was always obsessing about what is my biggest strength.

I simplify my life, keep it very clean so I can spend most of my time learning. That's not so bad cause I have gained a lot of knowledge. I just work so hard so that I don't enjoy good things from life.

When I was a student at high school and the university, I didn't spend much time going out with friends. I was a bored person, every day I almost just go from home to school and vice versa.

Now, when I remember my past, it didn't come up with many beautiful memorize.

Why I don't just accept that I am a normal person and enjoy being a normal person. Play guitar, play soccer with friends, go around and take pictures, drawing something, poem, writing, sing,...

So many fun things that I didn't do.