Job, Passion Job and Meaningful Job

I have spent much time thinking about myself, what is my passion? What is my strength? Every night, I can't take a good sleep because of those questions. One day, I have to go to the hospital to check my nose, I see that the information system of this hospital was amazing, it's really convenient for the patient and for the doctor. I thought about my current learning major, with a software developer, the biggest success must be that your product is helpful with people. When I was a high school student, I want to become a software developer to make a website or an application that can help people around me. I feel really happy when I can do something to help people. But in real life, everything is different because of job characteristic in Vietnam, we almost do outsource for a strange customer that I never hear before,

A lot of people who don't understand themselves, don't know what they want or expect from this life. So they simply get a job to help them survive. They live to languish day by day, they always feel boring, when they work they just want to finish the job.

Some people passionate about music, dancing, math, ... I very admire those people who have a passion, they always feel energetic and motivated. If you can find a job that directly relevant to your passion, which would be one of your biggest successes of you. Not so many people can live and work with passion. When you love your job, every day is a great day.

With me, I can't identify my passion, I live without passion. But I know that I feel happy when I help people around me. So, based on my professional knowledge, I will find a job that facilitates me to...

21/11/2019

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04/05/2021

Ok, I have write the above part when I feel really bored with my teachers at the university and now I don't know to finish this post. But I hate them because they have killed my passion. When I was in high school, I always have a big curiosity for computers, and when my friends feel confusing when choosing the major of study at university, I can answer right away without thinking too much, it's software engineering. Back in time, at my high school, two IT teachers really inspired me. They have taught me many things related to software like programing and data structure and algorithms. I was very happy back then, I wasn't a talented student, so I always need more time than other people to learn new things, but the two teachers always help me. I really learned a lot of useful things in high school.

But at the university, everything is different, there a lot of stuff like deadline, assignment, quiz,... But the part that I hate most is the mindset of almost all teachers are so closed. When they give me an assignment, they expect me to finish it the way they have expected and using the tools that they expected. I hate that, they kill all my freedom and creativity. I have the right to apply the technology that I have to learn somewhere on the internet to my assignment at university. And they also put so much pressure on me, why? I can learn by myself in a very disciplined way, okay! I don't need a supervisor, I just need a mentor. If i had a wish, I wish I didn't go to the university.

Now, after graduate from the university. I feel like my passion are reborn.